Empiricism is the Enemy

Kate Schnetzer


Sometimes, I scream into the night.
        I sprint in my sleep.
        I cry when I fuck.

Sometimes, I find this disconcerting.
But,  sometimes  is close enough to
         rarely,      so I pretend it means
         never.

I mumble prevarications; I’m embarrassed
by myths that persist in my muscles’             memories.
              My body spills its fleshy acrimony,
             onto an oblivious victim.

“Sometimes”
creates holes that lay not in the coils of my stomach but in               my spine
is striated and my belly full
                of soil I swallowed
in cadence until
         all the good I devoured         
was cemented;
                     all the crummy too.

            I watered the dust with love; it grew
            into an enraged spire that clambered up my throat.    
            The bile-coated gorse makes my tongue taste like roses: ambrosial and      
sardonic.
How do I rationalize  the recoil
to feelings
  I’ve never      known?


Kate Schnetzer recently graduated from Indiana University, receiving a B.A. in Theatre & Drama. She loves stories by emerging artists and has directed a number of contemporary Queer works. In her spare time, she makes rugs, writes bad - but not boring - plays, and kills basil plants. Her writing can be found in Sweet Tree Review. She is originally from Orlando, FL.

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